I feel it again, the tight lump in my throat when I realise i managed to alienate everyone. I can be so selfish with my time and attention, that I forget people will eventually start doing the same.
536.
533.
Every day, my roots dig a little bit deeper into you. Every day, I love you a little bit more. I don’t know how you have made me feel this way about you, and I don’t know how it’s possible that you feel the same way, it’s like magic.
532.
thank you for taking care of me; you knew when to step up when nobody else had a clue.
531.
dear you, when you drive and i’m riding shotgun, all I can think of is how hot your arms look and how I’d like to trace my fingers across them and smile at you. but i won’t, because i can’t.
529.
Dear you, how did this happen? Okay, you know what? I’m willing you to figure out that I exist so that we can bond over our mutual liking of whatever it is that we have a mutual liking of. And then maybe we can get coffee and you can buy me tickets to a movie. Deal?
528.
Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for picking me up when others have simply dropped me on the ground after a while. Thank you for your hugs & kisses, & for cuddling me, & for keeping it that way & not letting things go overboard; we have no boundaries because respect is our chiefest goal. With God’s guidance, you knew I needed this, & now I know you needed it too, & I will never walk away. You will always have my heart, come what may. I will always be your little girl, & your best friend.
527.
Truth is I love you. And I’m sorry. But I’m with him and I love him too. I’ve loved him long before you came. I’m sorry I can’t do or be what you wished me to do/be. I’m sorry I hurt you and can’t even do anything to help you out of this pain. I’m sorry.
